Kulağıma biri sanki, "happy fucking valentine's day honey bunny" diye fısıldadı ve uyandım...
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Sevgililer günü...
Kimine göre commercial trap, kimine göre pure love...
Bana göre biraz, where the hell is my fucking prince charming, biraz missed you so bad...
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2005 / Cranberries - Dying in the sun
Do you remember
The things we used to say?
I feel so nervous
When I think of yesterday
How could I let things
Get to me so bad?
How did I let things get to me?
2007 / Cranberries - Not sorry
...
I'm not sorry if I do insult you.
I'm sad, not sorry, 'bout the way that things went,
And you'll be happy and I'll be forsakin' thee.
I swore I'd never feel like this again,
But you're so selfish, you don't see
What you're doing to me
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You told me lies, and I sighed, and I sighed
'Cause you lied, lied, and I cried, yes I cried, yes, I cry, I try again.
2008 / Cranberries - I still do
I'm not ready for this,
Though I thought I would be.
I can't see the future,
Though I thought I could see.
I don't want to leave you,
Even though I have to.
I don't want to love you.
Oh, I still do.
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2009 / Gwen Stefani- Early winter
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My heart had a crash when we spoke
I can't fix what you broke
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I always was, always was one for cryin
I always was one for tears
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It Looks like an early winter for us
An early winter, oh I need you to turn me over
2011 / Lana Del Rey - Video Games
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It's you, it's you, it's all for you
Everything I do
I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you want to do
I heard that you like the bad girls
Honey, is that true?
It's better than I ever even knew
They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living if somebody is loving you
Baby now you do
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2012 / Lana Del Rey - Blue Jeans
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You fit me better than my favourite sweater
And I know that love is mean, and love hurts
But I still remember that day we met in December
I will love you till the end of time
I would wait a million years
Promise you'll remember that you're mine
Baby can't you see through the tears
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Said you had to leave to start your life over
I was like, no please, stay here
We don't need no money, we could make it all work
...
But when you walked out the door
A piece of me died
Told you I wanted more
That's not what I had in mind
Just want it like before
We were dancing all night
Then they took you away
Stole you out of my life
You just need to remember
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2013 / Lana Del Rey - Never let me go
Hold me in your arms,
Love me like your best friends did,
Promise, I won't hurt you kid,
Hold me really tight until the stars look big,
Never let me go.
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You can push your drugs and I can make it big
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Honey, you and me can be one,
Just believe, come on.
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If you love me hardcore, then don't walk away,
It's a game boy,
I don't wanna play,
I just wanna be yours,
Like I always say,
Never let me go!..
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Farklı zaman dilimlerinde, farklı kişilerde, aynı şarkılarda, aynı duyguları hissediyorsak eğer, belki de bu aşka aşık olmaktır, sevilmeyi sevmektir; insan olmanın yetersizliğinden... İhtiyaçtan... Çift olmanın hazzından...
Marilyn gibi...
Peki ya aynı duyguları farklı şarkılarda hissediyorsak? Ya benim hissettiklerimi anlaman için sözlüğe ihtiyacın varsa?..
Kral der ki: Onca yalan, onca ihanet, onca sırttan vurulmadan sonra hala aşka inanmak belki de sadece aptallık derecesinde iyi niyetli olmaktır...
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